Love & Commitment – #WednesdayWisdom

Every relationship will get “boring” after you’ve been
together for years, if you let it.

Love is not a feeling, it’s a commitment!!!

To love every day, physically and emotionally, it’s difficult…it’s not always laughs, smiles, fun, and frolic.

People tend to quit when it stops being fun, and they go
look for someone else.
“The spark is gone.”, “I don’t feel IT, anymore” – they say.
No, that’s not how it works!!! You want somebody to never give up on you, and love you unconditionally?
Then, do the same. Be the change, break the cycle!!!
This isn’t a TV show or a movie…No! This shit is REAL!!!

Love someone when you don’t want to, love someone when they are being a huge pain in the ass, and love someone even when they’re being extremely hard to love…

That…that right there is the most real shit out there!!!

 

 

The Gun!

There’s no bigger gun than ego…

Nov 12, 2016

They both pointed a gun at each other,
a consequence anger had bought.

It was a battle in the end of which they both had lost,
Their love was undying, but ego was what they meant to show.

Both were hiding their tears, their fears,
But, the pain of love was only meant to grow.

Why do we assume things?
Why don’ t we talk to each other instead?

Well, it doesn’t natter now baby, cause inside we both are now DEAD…

That Girl from Montreal…

I remember, when I first met her,
She sat next to me, and said Hi!

We certainly had a good vibe going,
Which, totally she can’t deny!

“You look good in yellow”, I replied…compliment is what I intended,
“I am sorry, I have a boyfriend”, the flirting thereby ended.

We wrote a sales pitch together, that was clearly divine,
Although, mid-way through the pitch she forgot all her lines!

I saw an idiot in her, and hence the friendship began,
Two idiots, with high levels of stupidity I guess, that was part of god’s plan!

A little while ago she moved near me, with two bags colored maroon,
Yet, she always called them violet. Oh! what a buffoon!

Talking about colors, she looks the best in pink,
But, she definitely does not know how to think.

Since, she once rode the bus all the way till the end,
As, the speaker spoke in French, and she could not comprehend…

She wears her winter jacket, inside out.
“It is how you wear it”, she says this without any doubt!

She cooks rice without turning the stove on, which is a strange ordeal,
And, her part time job is in Quebec – that is so unreal!

All she craves every day, is a chocolate cake after every meal,
Give her two minutes, the cake is gone, now she wants another one – that is one strange deal!!!

She would enjoy when I go to work, and hate me if I have an off day,
If the internet goes down, oh boy! She would go crazy in dismay!

She has a personality which is split,
Which, she clearly won’t admit!

She rolls her eyes and looks at you, like she’s a murderer who is obsessed,
And, then suddenly laughs like a mad woman who is possessed!

The drunk version of her is someone else entirely,
She tells she’s a sloth lazy to leave her room direly!

Ostrich, is one of the meanings of her name,
That’s ironical, as she finds all birds extremely lame!

“Ooh and her ears would remind you of a chimpanzee!!!”
And, those are the words of the guy whose love she fancies.

For she is many things, and once she claimed to be a god,
She could change weathers, fate of others, and I would just laugh at the whole facade!

“She gossips a lot, but obviously less than me”
Okay, that was a lie which you could clearly see!

But at the end, I would thank her because she listens to my tales,
my complains, and tantrums I throw,
Because I am her only friend, whom she hates yet tolerates,
as there isn’t anyone else she knows!

For all this was written in good humor, and laughter is all I seek,
But, I bet she’s going to kill me now, halfway through my sleep!

I better lock my doors now, because it’s gonna be a crazy brawl,
And thus ends the tale, of that girl from Montreal! : )

Hi Changala,
If you’re reading this, as requested this post was only and only for you! 😀
Please don’t kill me!!! 🙂

Yours,
Ishaan 🙂

The Blood Stain

Another one of my old unpublished drafts. Although, very dark this piece exactly describes what a painful depression mixed with heartbreak feels like.
May no one feels like this ever again!!!

Nov 28, 2016

Remembering your lips and the perfect teeth they hide,
Our last kiss, our memories but, now there’s just emptiness inside.

Dreaming of the past, swallowed in memories of you,
Crying in my sleep, begging for these fantasies to come true.

You assumed I never loved you enough, so I swore to change for the better,
My heart cries for mercy, but my promise is forever.

Needles full of poison, flow through my veins,
Making me a walking corpse, elevating my pain.

Anger, hurt, sorrow & rage,
This is life now, and I am locked in a cage.

Closing my eyes to the world,
What is now there to gain?

Missing everything about you, too weak to forget this pain,
Slowly I am now,

Dying upon my blood stain…

The Emotion – A Sentiment!

Pulled this from my old drafts.
It’s not an apology, but an emotion…a sentiment…I didn’t know it then, but now when I read this I can tell that, it is the beginning of an end…

Jun 12, 2016

Dear Love,
Hey, we’re so much sensitive right now…that, anything we say or, do…small or, big might or, just ends up, hurting the other one…

Maybe, it was not right to to call you or, talk to you then…you might have messaged me…and/or, you might have not…and, that is okay…

I apologise, for making you angry today…
I realise, you need time…and, I need the patience for it…I need, to BE patient for it…

Then, so be it…I promised, I would do anything for your happiness…And, if your happiness means, I just have to be patient…then, I will do it!
I am, sorry I am having a hard time doing that…but, I promise I will, do it now… I will, give you the space and time you need, for you…

It’s hurting, it’s difficult, it is shattering at times but, it’s not impossible…not, when your precious happiness, your smile is involved…

I know, deep down you care…I have, seen it…I have felt, it! Its, the mind which, is making the assumptions…the heart, it still cares…
This is, not about me…it never was, it never will be…its, only and only about you…you, the one who matters the most to me…to us…yes, you!

I apologise, for unintentionally hurting your emotions…I admit. I have, control over myself…my, intentions are truthful…and, are without any doubts regarding you…but, my actions, maybe, my choice of words, the environment, the conditions, the circumstances showed something different…but, never will I do that ever again…nor, will I let these things do that to you…not even, unintentionally…and, I promise, you that!

And, no matter how many obstacles anyone or, anything places, in my way…I will, always always love you…not only, because you mean the world to me…but, also…because, I have full faith, belief and, trust in you…then, now, forever and, always and, no one can change that…not even me!

All this, this is not an apology…this, is not even a broken promise or, a beg for forgiveness…This, is just a feeling…my feeling, my love, my emotion, my care, my respect, my understanding towards you…for, you…

You always, make me a better person…and, congratulations…you, just did it, again…I am, more strong, ready and mature now…I know, now how to put someone before, me myself…I know, now to do something for others…even, if it means shattering yourself…I care now, like I have never before…and, I will continue to improve, to love…like, I have never ever before…!

They say,
“If someone really loves you, they won’t let you slip away – no matter how hard the situation may be…”

People in love do fight, during hard situations…no one, wants these situations to happen…no one intends it…they, just happen, out of the blues…but, people fight it, and they come through…

I know, you will come through, too…WE, shall come through this…all of this!…and, then…then, our bond, our feeling, our understanding, our love… it, will be stronger than ever…

And, you should believe that…
God is there, always there…he will make sure you’re okay, he will make sure you get through all of this, he will make sure you go down the right, path…and, he will make sure that you remain optimistic…

I pray to him, each day…for you…so, that you never ever have to get hurt like, this ever again…Believe in him…Believe, in god, yourself, me…and, in US…

Take your time, grow your smile, your love is waiting…to, nurture you…adore you…bless you…learn with you…grow with you…laugh with you…kiss you…to grow old with you and, most importantly to Love You…

Take Good Care of Yourself, : )

“And, Keep Smiling…Because, Life Is Such A Beautiful Thing And, There Is So Much To Smile About…”

– Yours Truly, : )